"The streets are full of cars carrying high school students trying to steal and enjoy the last lazy days of summer. No matter what the direction is that they're driving in, they'll all end up at the same place."
The end.
So, I had my first pre-leaving freak out today. Do you know how scary it is that I won't see my mother for almost a year? I love my mom so much, and ugggh.
I know it's hard to think about right now, but it won't be hard when I get there. And the thing is, I would be leaving her for college anyway. I just have to keep reminding myself this stuff, or else I get too upset, which is something no one wants or needs to see.
I have three host mothers waiting for me in Belgium, and I'm sure they'll be as wonderful as the mother who actually gave birth to me, and I cannot wait to meet them.
I need to stay calm in the airport. i can do this. I know I can. What do I need? Spring Awakening, Adam Lambert, Christy Altomare and MuggleCast. That will keep calm and happy and wonderful. Except for the fact that my layover is in Chicago and I can't see Spring Awakening. FML.
xx,
Alyce
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